Thank God for my parents!

I had an epiphany. Seriously, I was thinking about the choices I have made and where I am now because of them. Without the guidance, love and support of my parents growing up I would not be the woman of strength that I am today.

There are many decisions that I could have made differently that probably would have put me in a place where I wouldn't want to be. But I had confidence enough in myself to know what I did and didn't need and what I would and wouldn't accept for myself and what I was capable of doing on my own.

So, thanks Mom and Dad and Capelli for all that you have done to guide me, strengthen me, encourage me, and for the occassional kick in the pants. :-) Without that I would not be marrying the love of my life in 37 days. I would not be the successful career woman that I am. I would not be the loving and strong mom that I am. But above all, I would not be the Child of God that I am.

Thank you Lord for all the support you have place in my path. Lord bless them, keep them, and draw them closer to you each day.

AMEN!!!

Pet Peeves

Know what really bothers me?

1. Big mouths and gossips who love to talk about other people's business
2. Keeping up with the Joneses
3. Prissy pots who love to talk about everyone else's fashion faux pas
4. People who "tolerate" kids but have that total look of disdain
5. The terrible service we've just come to expect and accept at any customer service oriented place... especially resturaunts.

I guess that's it for now. You guys know I don't normally rant - but it's been a tough week.

I wish I knew

((Another I didn't publicly post... haven't read it since until now. Kinda has a whole new meaning in hind sight! Love it when this happens!))

I wish I knew the right thing to do
My heart is torn and I feel so blue
The word just won't come
Oh, what to do
If he only knew

Would he kiss me
Lay down beside me and touch my face
Make me feel so secure in such a scary place

If he only knew...
The fear that tells my heart what I can't do
The places that my mind runs to
The feeling I can't shake that it just ain't enough
Who ever knew love would be this tough

I wish I knew the words to say
I wish I could put my heart on display
I need him to know
Oh, what to do
If he only knew

A Strong Woman VS A Woman of Strength

I LOVE this. Ran across it and just HAD to repost!

*A Strong Woman versus A Woman of Strength*

A strong woman works out everyday to keep her body in shape...
...A woman of strength builds relationships to keep her soul in shape

A strong woman isn't afraid of anything...
...A woman of strength shows courage in the midst of fear.

A strong woman won't let anyone get the best of her...
...A woman of strength gives the best of herself to everyone.

A strong woman makes mistakes and avoids the same in the future...
...A woman of strength realized life's mistakes can also be unexpected blessings and capitalizes on them.

A strong woman wears a look of confidence on her face...
...A woman of strength wears grace.

A strong woman has faith that she is strong enough for the journey...
...A woman of strength has faith that it is in the journey that she will become strong.

Author Unknown

It's been a while

So I'm out of practice with writing my blogs regularly like I had been doing. Life has just been so busy that although I've longed to write, to express myself, to get it out of my head and on the digital paper... I haven't had a lot of time to do so. Soooo... sorry for not keeping you guys in the know on what is up with me.

So... less than 4 months to go til the day I become Mrs JD. Things have been hectic trying to find a new place to do the wedding... Grrrrrr. We somehow never made it to the calendar at RiverPoint. We have something in place to have the wedding at Wynfield Plantation... but I recently learned that an old farm house is actually available for weddings and receptions that is EXACTLY what I would want. So, it may be changing but at least we have a date locked in for us somewhere right now.

Ugh... budget, flowers, checking up on bridesmaids and groomsmen, catering, wedding vows, music... it's wearing me out!!! It's all swirling in my head like a toilet bowl in constant flush mode... the loud commercial kind that are in the mall bathroom and echo horribly... yeah, that roaring, sloshing sound it about what it like in my head. LOL

But I tell you what - God is good! He has continued to bless and provide. He has met us at every need. No matter how inconsistent I am He is always right there... and knowing that is motivation enough to keep me going. Without his grace and mercy I would be without hope... because frankly, I mess up all the time. But He knew I would never be able to be perfect and that is why He sent His Son. I tell you what... like Mary (John 12:3) my alabaster jar is full of hopes and dreams... my life, everything I am and will be... all that I have. And I want to honor Him with it as much as she did by annointing the feet of her Lord.
Well, tis late - I must go. Goodnight all!

God bless

The Future Mrs JD

He's the best

I just got back from an incredible birthday weekend in Atlanta. My wonderful future husband took me to the Martina McBride concert at the Gwinnett Center Arena... which was FABULOUS, but not nearly the highlight of my weekend. The best part was spending time with the love of my life... and somehow falling deeper in love with him than I was before. For the record, I didn't think it was possible to love him any more than I already did.

Although I drug him all over Hotlanta and introduced him to countless people from my distant youth... he kept a smile and followed wherever I lead him. It's amazing how the small things really count... he impressed my Father with his thoughtfulness and caring... and most of all with the way he treats not just his daughter but also his grandbaby. I can't tell you what a blessing it is to have this man in my life.

We are a good team... and I've said that many times - but we came back this evening even stronger as a couple... more united, more in tune, more focused... and more in love. Growth... that is what it is all about. If you aren't moving forward you are moving back... and if you aren't growing together you are growing apart. But with that in mind I still can't fathom how I will ever top the way I feel about him now.

I thank my Heavenly Father for my JD! He's the best!

I'm supposed to be at the gym

I'm really supposed to be at the gym right now but after being on my feet over half the day I just don't have it in me. No motivation what so ever. So, here I am instead blogging... which is something I haven't done in quite some time.

So life for me right now is pretty hectic. Being a mom, a fiancé, dedicated employee, home owner and wedding planner extrodianierre is all very time consuming. In the midst of all the activity I'll be honest that the Lord has really taken a back burner. It's such a shame... so very sad... that the very one who has been so faithful to me through it all and blessed me with everything that I have get my left-overs.

At the end of the day, when I'm worn out an depleated of mental capability I sap out this sorry little prayer... and what's more, I'm half asleep before I can even finish. He gives me breath and life... and he sent His Son that we would have life more abundant... but I'll tell you right now that I'm not living the abundant life. Stress and frustration and busyness are dominating my life right now. Why would I allow that???

Bottom line - time to get back on track. Praise my gracious Heavenly Father above for a fresh start any time I ask for it!!! If you need one too... just remember, all you gotta do is ask!

Love Always,

The Future Mrs JD